At the end, i can’t run away from my problems; escape to the Ashram, escape to pravachans, escape to a better place.
It needs to start with letting go of me and all the desires that i holds onto.
And moreover, each word of Pujyashri Gurudev, each Darshan, each direct Aajna shouldn’t be my medicine, it should be my bloodstream.
i am NOT dhaval. dhaval is NOT me.